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got this list from syam who got this from Datin Tiara Jacquelina. a'ah kan syam.. asal xde visiting Mekah n getting married in the list? so dis is my result:

1. Started your own blog

2. Slept under the stars

3. Played in a band(aduh nggak bisa. udah dicoba tapi kok bunyinya nggak masuk ya..)
4. Visited Hawaii and danced on a lava cliff with the roar of the Pacific below
5. Watched a meteor shower
6. Given more than you can afford to charity
7. Been to Disneyland
8. Climbed a mountain(bukit byk.mountain..ermm)
9. Held a praying mantis
10. Sang a solo(tidak. suare ku tidak mantap)

11. Bungee jumped
12. Visited Paris
13. Watched a lightning storm at sea( i think so but i cannot remember when)
14. Taught yourself an art from scratch

15. Adopted a child(i want toooo!)
16. Had food poisoning

17. Walked to the top of the Statue of Liberty

18. Grown your own vegetables
19. Seen the Mona Lisa in France
20. Slept on an overnight train
21. Had a pillow fight

22. Hitch hiked
23. Taken a sick day when you’re not ill to avoid taking the kids to school(i dont have kids yet, but i always pull a sickie :P)
24. Built a snow fort
25. Held a lamb
26. Gone skinny dipping(waktu kecik2 :p)
27. Run a Marathon
28. Ridden in a gondola in Venice
29. Seen a total eclipse in a bucket of water 

30. Watched a sunrise or sunset
31. Hit a home run in softball and rounders
32. Been on a cruise

33. Seen Niagara Falls in person
34. Visited the birthplace of your ancestors(still waiting for the right time padahal da ade kat sini kot)

35. Seen an Amish community(ooo that would be interesting!)
36. Taught yourself a new language(indonesia boleh? i learned it through the art of trading and bargaining)
37. Had enough money to be truly satisfied
38. Seen the Leaning Tower of Pisa in person
39. Gone rock climbing
40. Seen Michelangelo’s David
41. Sung karaoke
42. Seen Old Faithful geyser erupt
43. Bought a stranger a meal at a restaurant(think so.. tak igt sgt)
44. Visited Africa
45. Walked on a beach by moonlight
46. Been transported in an ambulance
47. Had your portrait painted
48. Gone deep sea fishing
49. Seen the Sistine Chapel in person
50. Been to the top of the Eiffel Tower in Paris
51. Gone scuba diving or snorkeling
52. Kissed in the rain
53. Played in the mud
54. Gone to a drive-in theater
55. Been in a movie
56. Visited the Great Wall of China
57. Started a business(kejap je kot)
58. Taken a martial arts class(taebo counts rite?)
59. Visited Russia
60. Served at a soup kitchen
61. Sold Girl Scout Cookies
62. Gone whale watching
63. Got flowers for no reason [xpernah dpt bunga :'( ]
64. Donated blood, platelets or plasma
65. Gone sky diving
66. Visited a Nazi Concentration Camp
67. Bounced a check
68. Flown in a helicopter
69. Saved a favorite childhood toy
70. Visited the Lincoln Memorial
71. Eaten Caviar
72. Pieced a quilt
73. Stood in Times Square
74. Toured the Everglades
75. Been fired from a job
76. Seen the Changing of the Guards in London
77. Broken a bone
78. Been on a speeding motorcycle
79. Seen the Grand Canyon in person
80. Published a book
81. Visited the Vatican
82. Bought a brand new car
83. Walked in Jerusalem
84. Had your picture in the newspaper
85. Kissed a stranger at midnight on New Year's Eve
86. Visited the White House
87. Killed and prepared an animal for eating
88. Had chickenpox 

89. Saved someone’s life 

90. Sat on a jury
91. Met someone famous outside of Malaysia
92. Joined a book club
93. Lost a loved one
94. Had a baby
95. Seen the Alamo in person
96. Swam in the Great Salt Lake
97. Been involved in a law suit
98. Owned a cell phone
99. Been stung by a bee

so i got 39. but yeah. the list is quite unrealisitic i might say. most of the things to do can only be done if u have loads of money. consider the less unfortunate lah.  to people out there who feel like having an adventure, i suggest you go out from ur room, and walk with ur instinct, not with ur head. u'll discover places and things in no time. and u dont really have to hop on a plane to have an adventure. there are lots of interesting stuff going on in places that we always neglect. and remember to follow ur instincts, dont hold urself back!

talam dua muka

or should i say talam banyak muka gila? i just freakingly realised that i have sooo many personality, ie multiple personality disorder. orang lain dok bipolar je kan, aku nih lebih dr dua beb. let me list them.. and here it goes:

1. the girl next door, who doesnt care if her face is all covered in ash, or she just stepped in a puddle.
2. trying to be pretty and dressing up all the time/jangok
3. a pondan/nyah, who yaps about everything, in a manly voice.
4. shopaholic devil(where i also seduces others to go n shop with me)
5. very stingy, even dares to buy the cheapest beras available.
6. materialistic and hoping for a sugar daddy anytime soon to buy all the cool stuffs for her
7. lazy bum who can live in a messy room and secretly stashes away the bad stuffs somewhere..
8. the one who cannot or stand to see anything laying around in places it should not belong to
9. the down-to-earth-do-good-all-the-time person
10. ah why bother. evil evil evil. nyahahah
11. wont-stop-writing-things-on-the-blog
12. do i have to open the blog now?
13. hopeless romantic yg terlebih hopeless
14. hati keras bak batu permata.(cewah)
15. joker and life of the party. (cewah kedua)
16. dull dan pudar and lame
17. do gooder and dare not to cross the lawful line.
18. i dont care what people say let's just get away with it.
19. always delaying things, always late.
20. arrived few minutes early and always checking the time why is the other person so late one.

houston, we have a problem.

lion of the desert

scene Omar Mukhtar surrounded by Italian armies.

movie ni best sangat
tak habis2 mulut ni menyebut Allahuakbar tiap kali ada fight scene

move aside superman, Omar al Mukhtar is so my hero now,aside from Rasulullah s.a.w la of course.

baru la betul2 dapat merasakan kesusahan orang2 Islam kita yg terpaksa bertarung untuk hidup dan kebebasan mereka. selama ni takat tengok kat paper, x menusuk kalbu sangat.

Ya Allah, kau bantulah saudara2 kami di Iraq, Iran, Afghanistan, Palestine, Sudan, Darfur, Pakistan, Lebanon, Syria. (banyakkk gile kan?)

perghh. waktu googling "muslim countries at war".. banyak sungguh statement mengatakan islam suka peperangan. misconceptions nih, sampai bila nak ada?
ade satu tuh siap tulis camni: Because they love war. What ever is said it is war, in the name of God, of course.

and org rmi pilih tu as best answer. Ya Allah Ya Allah! please..is there someone who can explain that we aren't like this? diorang pikir, kite fanatical cult, and keganasan tu memang da disemai setiap generasi. :((


if only u guys know, Islam tu sendiri bermaksud, menyerah diri, dan keamanan. Don't blame our religion, blame the ones misusing it.



on another note..

sekarang ni kan orang excited semacam main kuiz kat fb tanya itu ini..
pastu bila da diterangkan tentang hukum halal haram kat sini
lagi2 la yang dok tanya tilik menilik tuh
tau..benda tu merepek
tau..benda tu tak masuk akal pun
tapi..asal nak main jugak

dah tu, bila orang cakap xboleh, ade je yg da xsyg mulut ckp
Islam ni mengongkong..ini xboleh, itu xboleh
wahai insan, xde bende lain ke nak buat?
senang r contoh kan, Islam xkasik makan ba alif ba ya,
adeee je kan ayam, kambing, lembu, sayur, ulam, nasi, petai, ikan..
macammmm la xleh hidup kalau xdpt bende yg diharamkan tu
memang da akhir zaman kan, bila org mengaku muslim, tapi mempersendakan Islam
dan berkata, its for fun..relax la. relax hokmu.

jangan tulis ikut sedap je. nampak sangat awak tu cetek pengetahuan. istighfar byk2..
moral of the story harini: berfikir sebelum bertindak ye anak2..

tangisan berdarah&20 yg menghampakan

gmbr ni sesuai sgt dgn diri sy sbnrnye
luar nmpk gembira mcm clown, tpi dlm..

hurmm. harini saya menangis teruk
saya kecewa dengan sikap segolongan orang
tapi kite semua manusia
banyak buat silap
mari, bukalah mata, bukalah hati
cubalah tengok reaksi orang dan bagi respon sepatutnya(pesan kakak saya.timekasih kak)

nk mintk tolong sikit je dr semua orang x kira sape awk:
tolong jangan ada sifat selfish
tolong jangan take someone for granted
tolong jangan buat orang kecewa
tolong jangan layan orang tu macam orang asing padahal dah kenal dari sekolah rendah.

and tolong tunjuk yang awak sayangkan saya, dan bukan mempergunakan saya setiap masa

isi2penting:
1. mungkin tahun ni belum lagi tahun bertuah saya. pembukaannya dah hampeh. takpe.penghujungnya mungkin menarik. Allah da siap master plan utk kite semua.
2. selalu terasa left out atau alienated. siapa saya dalam hidup awak?
3. makin lama, hati makin tawar, makin xde perasaan. jangan sampai saya jadik total recluse.
4. puas da pujuk hati sendiri. bila nak ade org tlg pujukkn? Xp
6. taktau nape,org asyik gunakn sy dr dlu smpi skrg. nk kate baik sgt, sy xde la gitu skali.
5. birthday saya pergi camtu je. walaupun saya balik lmbt hr tu, xbermakna sy smbut bday dgn family dgn gempaknya, atau dgn kwn2 msia. (sy blk lmbt sbb kne gi hosp. its not that fun ok.and u still had the guts to laugh when i tell u abt all the pain that i've gone thru for that procedure.sheesh.thx a lot, FRIEND) truth is, xsambut pon.. n still, xkesah la if i did get a celebration. makan2 utk sy pon xde ke? everyones bday mesti ade sambut.knp aku x? suji pon ade ok. btw, thx mimi n jaja for the gifts.ade jgk org igt kt aku.


tah la. when it comes to certain ppl, they go all the way jz utk prepare suprise party utk kwn..xkesah la lmbt brp hari..atleast sambut..siap sggp travel jauh2. but for me, all i get are wishes(atleast dpt kn)kek pon kakak ak yg belikn. shame on u ppl! dah aku x menghrp. mmg da tiap thn cmni pon dr zmn skola dlu. who am i kidding?


tmbhn: Islam kan ajar kite utk sentiasa menjaga hubungan silaturrahim. even jiran pn kite kne treat nicely. sabar2 nina..biar ape org buat kt awk, jgn awk b'buat jht kpd mereka.

wow..amin! (eleh cubaan kecik cmni..xde efek sgt kot..ahaha)

renungkan2 dan selamat beramal~

okeh la.so hari ni saya nak jadi macam prof izzi tazkirah hotfm tu, dan berkongsi sesuatu,
yang insyaAllah akan membantu kita untuk menjadi insan dan umat Islam yang lebih sempurna.
(ececehh)


saya nak ajak rakan2 utk sama2 mempraktikkan amalan ini
yang saya buat hampir setiap malam
waktu tengah free gitu,lagi2 sebelum tidur

1.mula2, imbas kembali apa yang da berlaku pada hari tersebut,apa yg kita da lakukan tanpa sedar
2.cuba mencari hikmah disebalik setiap kejadian
3.mengingatkan diri bahawa mungkin apa yg terjadi itu suatu peringatan dari Tuhan
4.cari alternatif untuk mengelak dari tertimpa benda yg sama(yg buruk je la)
5.bersyukur dgn nikmat yg Tuhan kasik(lagi2 bila da dpt berita gembira)
6.mengingatkan diri utk jgn menyesal dgn apa yg berlaku dan jadikan ia sebagai pengajaran
7.tanamkan azam baru untuk perbaiki diri sendiri untuk hari2 yg seterusnya
8.beri semangat/booster kepada diri sendiri..utk hidup yg lebih bermakna dengan keluarga di rumah, dan bakal keluarga kita nanti..wuwuwu

(lepas tu bace la doa ape2 ke.itu sendiri2 pon da tau kan..ehehe)

harap2 rakan2 dpt la try buat
benda ni berkesan utk saya, insyaAllah utk anda juga

saya juga nak tambah sikit2
saya percaya diri saya seorang yg selalu berpandangan positif
yang memandang setiap masalah sebagai cabaran
dan setiap kegembiraan sebagai nikmat
maka, saya agak rimas jika orang selalu mengadu dan mengeluh

being negative all the time will hold you back.
betul tak?
" eh saya xbole buat la"
"adui habis la saya"
"kenapa ni kenapa tu"
"xsuka xsuka xsuka..!"

awak mengeluh, saya pun turut ikut mengeluh
bukan apa, setiap benda insyaAllah ada penyelesaiannya
jangan la cepat berputus asa dan melatah
cuba jadi kreatif sikit dan tangani masalah itu dengan penuh keyakinan
kalau salah boleh cuba lagi
macam main game, reset je bole start over kan
tak susah pun
jangan bataskan diri sendiri xsemena mena
tenangkan diri, dan buat apa yang patut
biarlah orang nak gelakkan kita, orang nak pandang pelik kat kita
hidup ni, adalah suatu proses pembelajaran bukan?

selalu la muhasabah diri..
hati akan lebih tenang
dan kita lebih senang untuk menerima hakikat dan kesusahan
tak ada benda yang susah. yang jadik susah tu bile kite cakap susah.
USAHA,tawakal,dan doa. cukup, insyaAllah.

emm..

harini x menarik lah
sebab terpaksa tutup dengan perasaan sedih

:(

haih punah punah punah perasaan saya


tapi taknak lah rasa camtu
tiba2 teringat, pagi tadi saya rasa gembira sangat
semua orang sangat baik dan membantu saya yang dah tertinggal jauh di belakang waktu lab dmt
manissss sangat mereka. terimakasih miza, faiz, chin sin, azrul, don, niro..dan semua lah.
anda memang baik hati. :D
-u all made my day-

D-day??

For those malaysians living in indonesia, and people who kept up with the news, would by now knew about the existence of the controversial indonesian group, Bendera, who were also the same people who did the sweeping in jakarta recently. so, what has that gotta do with the date above?

well, according to the medias, the group are declaring war against malaysia, and the D-day is on 8th october. which is like in 3 days time? shit. read this.

and this too.

i dont know what i should do? should i attach my door with more locks? but the thing is, i think the indonesians staying here already knew where our rooms are. so will it make any difference?

and also, the thing thats making me nervous is, the sweeping thing, also happened at my area, few days ago. thank god i wasnt out at that time. and also, previously, the sweeping happened at my campus too..the exact place where we always pass through whilst walking to class. 

never in my life have i thought about being afraid of going to class. i even made a comment to my friends; "macam dalam war zone kan?" i tried making jokes about it, but i really think that deep down in everyones heart, they're really scared and hoping this is all a lousy practical joke.

on the other hand, boleh merasa naik kapal terbang tudm mcm students kat padang tuh kan? weee~

Allah, tolong la kami. saya risau sangat dah ni

p/s: yg x thn tuh, diorang siap ade ilmu kebal lah mumbo jumbo segala.. haish. aku ade lemak tebal je kot.