cara melayan anak.

oh makcik, anda belum berkahwin, bagaimana pula anda sudah berfikir cara melayan anak? tsk tsk tsk. matilah

i'm so ready to be a mum. yes. all i want is to have a family on my own. i know its going to be hard, and full of problems. yet, i'm not afraid, cos the love and happiness that I'll have will suffice and make me forget the hardships.

nowadays many parents are treating their child with too much love. haha. if the child wants this/that, then he/she'll get it. no way. don't do that all the time. the child would end up being a stubborn and spoilt human being. lol

i think its all about discipline and tolerance. and parents have to be the best example. yesterday someone gave tazkirah saying that, only if the root is strong, will the plant be flourishing. and the opposite goes to a root that is already ruined (refer surah Ibrahim ayat 24-26). we have to teach moral values from the beginning. don't force them, just nurture it.

#morethanayearago

teman bila susah, kawan bila senang.

semua rasanya pernah dengar ungkapan "teman susah dan senang" kan? tapi  saya lagi suka frasa "teman bila susah, kawan bila senang"

aku akan selalu ada untuk kawan aku, tetapi aku hanya muncul bila dia betul perlukan sokongan aku
aku akan selalu gembira untuk kawan aku, tetapi aku tidak mengharapkan dia gembira sentiasa untuk aku
aku akan selalu berterima kasih kerana pernah mengenali kamu semua, tetapi aku tidak minta dikenang-kenangkan sampai ke tua.

cukuplah aku pernah membantu mu. cukuplah kita pernah menangis bersama-sama.

ingat, aku hanya benar-benar ada bila waktunya perlu.

#morethanayearago *hashtag la sekaranggg..twitter pun takde. haktuih*

counting my days.

time flies so fast. i didn't notice that its coming to an end. how would it be after this? i don't know. i hope it's going to be better. but tell me, would anything change if there is only little effort from thyself? this is frustrating. my mind says no, my heart says yes. hey, i'm in a conflict with myself! you know how it feels to be this lost. i hope...

wow aku tulis ni more than a year ago. my my tak sangka betapa huduhnya english aku sekarang berbanding dulu. i kenot speak properly now without making grammatical mistakes. and also, betapa madahnya aku dulu. sekarang logik memanjang. time makes people wiser,ke?

setahun lebih dah. gasak.

i feel like writing again. writing down my feelings. dah lama tak emo terhadap dunia. kalau luah fisikal orang tak layan. baik aku luah digital (heh betul ke penggunaan?) whatever lah ni blog guaaa. okey see u when i'm emo again

waw dah lama kita tak bersua ya?

assalamualaikum, peace be upon you my sisters and brothers. ecehh

new update: i'm now doing my clinical works in Bandung, heyyy. got my first patient for removable denture today. my first time for everything. it is quite stressful due to many factors, direct and indirect. tapi nampak macam cerah je masa depan ni, so i'm not going to give up just yet. *eventhough i went home early today, a sign of giving up* i needed the time out, so that i can bounce back up again tomorrow, insyaAllah. thank goodness even though my doctor and senior don't think it's an easy case to handle, but the patient trusts in me and that's all that matters, actually. yeah, there were moments when i pictured myself just crying it out while talking to my mom, but i'm not going to do that just yet. don't want my mum to feel bad about it. *since i'd once said to my mom, this is her choice, not mine (yes i felt bad saying that)* i know momma's choice is the best, insyaAllah. takpe, dunia belum berakhir. buat apa nak risau. yang penting buat mak rasa gembira dapat pahala bro, one step closer to heaven woot2. which brings us to the second topic

gua homesick broooo. haha. its going to be my first time untuk 3 bulan straight tak balik rumah rasanya. tambah dengan stress, and my father's 60th birthday coming soon, it hurts so much not to be home and see my family. time-time ni lah rasa cam "oh kan best kalau belajar kat malaysia, dekat dengan rumah sikit" dah nina, enough is enough. dah nak masuk 4 tahun kat luar negara, takkan tak dapat terima hakikat lagi yang awak bukan belajar kat malaysia. tinggal setahun lebih je lagi, so shut up, tighten up, and go all out. dulu nak sangat menjelajah kan? kuikuikui.

last update: please please please try to watch walking dead, the new series about world infested by zombies and this group of people trying to survive from being eaten/bitten alive. the 2nd season just started. and the 1st season is only of 6 episodes. its a good show. or i might be too obsessed with the zombie concept due to this one experience of playing Left for Dead, sampai tak nak balik rumah. haha. noob nina.

ok la tu je. curhat again later. dedaa.

oh no i don't

i don't really want my blog to be read by thousands of people. i only want a small circle of people who reads for the sake of enriching themselves or because they've been through the same thing or or because they really want to get to know me. so, no i don't want to register with any blogger society or gang. i'm not interested in showing too much details to too many strangers. or do i have the time to update people with interesting facts or jokes.

'cos i like it personal.

lyrical honesty

this is a song by Sheila on 7

#Perfect Time#

tonight is the perfect time
pack my things and try
remember all the words that went bad

these hands you should hold
this heart you should keep
let the stars above us replace all the falling tears

would it be better if we were never near
knowing you more has always been my fear
let’s say goodbye to find a better place
before it’s too late

there is always a way for love
but sometimes not on the same road
dreaming is the only land fit for you and me

yang part highlighted tu, hmm memang selalu yang aku rasakan. kan lebih baik, kalau kita tak pernah mengenal sesama sendiri. takdir menemukan kita, tapi takdir juga memisahkan kita. ecewahh jiwang nina. motip sangat. 

nina, awak dah berjaya melupakan dia dan mematikan perasaan terhadap dia kan. walaupun dia selalu online chat facebook, awak tak tekan nama dia dan bagi salam pun. ya mesti ada yang geram cakap tegur je lah apa salahnya, tapi bukan awak yang merasa apa yang saya rasakan. mesti ada juga yang ngomel kenapa tak buang je dari senarai kawan. tak boleh, sebab kita memang berkawan. putus komunikasi bukan bermakna putus kawan. dan bukan juga bermakna aku masih mengharap. okey mengharaplah sikit. cukuplah setakat itu je. kalau dah bukan jodoh, kita diamkan aje ya.