black dots and white spirals

.malukecilhatikecewahampalemah.

most nights, I stare blankly at the dark sky of  a ceiling and questioned myself: 

what am I doing here, all alone, far away from my loved ones? why do I choose to be here. 

why can't I be near to them. why should I be living on my own, in a room, with nothing but mere silence as a friend. 

and then, my heart hears a whisper: why not? U've always wanted freedom, and now's the chance. 

Hmm. I may look like an independent strong woman who everybody can rely on, but sincerely, I am in need of support too. Not many understand this.

hah! ini rupanya!

baru aku tau selama ni apa yang membuatkan aku rasa tak nak balik bandung sungguh-sungguh, padahal bukannya aku hidup susah..ataupun belajar susah. suka je. rupa-rupanya

macam duduk dalam kotak je dalam bilik ni. dah habis kemas bilik pun rasa macam gelisah. ya lah, kat rumah tu macam banyak gila benda buat padahal tak ada lah tengok tv sangat pun. maybe sebab asyik kena kacau dengan kakak kot. *i'm not saying i already miss you okeh. berangan laaa* ahahaha. nak bercakap dengan orang. aku perlukan interaksi uolls!

and i missed the havocness of subang jaya. i like the pace. kat sini, everything is so slow, it seems that the only ones who're rushing are the lorry drivers and student2 malaysia. hai cik lenggang~!

okeh. enough enough. i need to do something to distract myself. later!

some people are just too interesting.

i found this blog on blogs of note. really funny, you should try it!

the blog is about a married couple.the husband sleep talks * mengigau* ,the wife records and types the ramblings. such an interesting combination, innit?

this is a list of the ramblings that i find as out-of-this-world..enjoy!

1. "I haven't put on weight. Your eyes are fat."

2. "Badger tickling: proceed with caution"

3."Put it down! Step away from the yam. Step away!"

4 .[in response to wife typing] "clip clop clip clop clip clop clip clop clip clop... Who brought a horse in the bedroom? Oh well. Looks like I'm sleeping in the barn."

5."If I wanted to see a long nose and a big ass, I'd look at a horse."

6."I can't control the kittens. Too many whiskers! Too many whiskers!"

7."Boing!" [in response to beep from wife's computer.]

 aaah. they just brighten my day :)

the jonas brothers(ver.2)

disebabkan everyone is excited abt the photoshoot, ak dedicate post kali ini khas utk itu..haha

PHOTOSHOOT ON SUM BUILDING'S ROOFTOP
Date: sumtime in july/aug
Place: on top of a tall building. my suggestion: tractors ss16. (carrefour pon ok la.)hahaha
Time: when the weather's nice and parents ak kasik kua
Theme: Jonas Brothers(skinny pants n lots of hair products,or wigs for the girls)
Pemeran watak(shit lupe ayt dlm english):
Nick Jonas - Nina
Joe Jonas - Alia Kama
Kevin Jonas - Syam

Photographer: Maliq (tpakse,da xde org len.maaf rerkn) bwahahahah

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tgk..gile kewl lah. there's barely any kejanggalan kan? we look so in place.

to above named,pls r.s.v.p so that we can plan the exact date and place a.s.a.p. thanks. :)

xoxo,

nina@nick jonas~

sudden

i was browsing thru blogs. and terjumpe blog cupcakes dr mne tah
.: lapar cupcakes!

i was glad seeing that my classmates are hvg a good time with their families here in bandung
.: lapar kasih sayang ibu bapa

i was being myself and breathing and living my life, tetbe nampak lelaki cute
.: lapar
ooops tidak. ingin bertanya:"xnak exchange num ke? segan la klu sy yg mintk dlu..*gelak sopan*"

nina gile. nina gile. nina gile. n underage guys (adik li-shan) , pls keep a safe distance away from me. sy paedophile kot?

ni ke gaye seorg paedophile? eheh