assalamualaikum, peace be upon you my sisters and brothers. ecehh
new update: i'm now doing my clinical works in Bandung, heyyy. got my first patient for removable denture today. my first time for everything. it is quite stressful due to many factors, direct and indirect. tapi nampak macam cerah je masa depan ni, so i'm not going to give up just yet. *eventhough i went home early today, a sign of giving up* i needed the time out, so that i can bounce back up again tomorrow, insyaAllah. thank goodness even though my doctor and senior don't think it's an easy case to handle, but the patient trusts in me and that's all that matters, actually. yeah, there were moments when i pictured myself just crying it out while talking to my mom, but i'm not going to do that just yet. don't want my mum to feel bad about it. *since i'd once said to my mom, this is her choice, not mine (yes i felt bad saying that)* i know momma's choice is the best, insyaAllah. takpe, dunia belum berakhir. buat apa nak risau. yang penting buat mak rasa gembira dapat pahala bro, one step closer to heaven woot2. which brings us to the second topic
gua homesick broooo. haha. its going to be my first time untuk 3 bulan straight tak balik rumah rasanya. tambah dengan stress, and my father's 60th birthday coming soon, it hurts so much not to be home and see my family. time-time ni lah rasa cam "oh kan best kalau belajar kat malaysia, dekat dengan rumah sikit" dah nina, enough is enough. dah nak masuk 4 tahun kat luar negara, takkan tak dapat terima hakikat lagi yang awak bukan belajar kat malaysia. tinggal setahun lebih je lagi, so shut up, tighten up, and go all out. dulu nak sangat menjelajah kan? kuikuikui.
last update: please please please try to watch walking dead, the new series about world infested by zombies and this group of people trying to survive from being eaten/bitten alive. the 2nd season just started. and the 1st season is only of 6 episodes. its a good show. or i might be too obsessed with the zombie concept due to this one experience of playing Left for Dead, sampai tak nak balik rumah. haha. noob nina.
ok la tu je. curhat again later. dedaa.
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Wednesday, October 26, 2011
Sunday, May 1, 2011
inferiority complex
is it true that guys feel inferior towards girls who comes from a well-off family? and that feeling makes it a lot difficult for them to approach the said girls. aww shucks. its not necessary, you know, to feel that way... unfortunately, this is what's happening in typical Malay society.
who cares about how much money you have in your bank account?
we just care about the way you spend it, wisely or lavishly.
who cares what vehicle you're using?
we just want to see if you took the effort to make sure we feel comfortable on it.
who cares what fashion label you're wearing?
heck, we're more attracted to men wearing simple clean white jubah, or baju melayu with sampin and songkok. or for me, just wearing plain checkered sarung with tshirt. hahaha.
who cares about the way you look?
as long as you can give us much attention, and be there when we need you the most. and be funny,too.
who cares. who cares.
so do not despair, oh men. do not feel like you're unworthy just because you don't have what she have. you just need some charm, and a lot of willpower. a woman's heart is like a flower. sturdy enough to withstand raindrops, but blooms lustrously in the presence of warm sun shining upon it. yes, we need a man who can warmly shine us with their charisma and thoughtfulness.
don't prepare thousands of ringgit as maskahwin, or diamond rings, or fancy hantaran, if you're just gonna be in debt afterwards. yang penting, suami isteri dan anak cukup makan, boleh beli baju baru 2 kali setahun, lepas yuran sekolah, dan kereta selesa *okay kalau ada anak harus ada kereta. atleast a wira(contoh je), please. u don't want to burden or endanger you family's lives kan? it's just too dangerous to ride pillion. lain la kalau nak dating pusing taman waktu petang, bawak pun 20km/j. haha. yang itu tak apa* LOL
just be yourself. be honest with yourself first, then you'll find an honest woman that suits you and loves you for who you are, not what you own. renung-renungkan, dan selamat beramal~
who cares about how much money you have in your bank account?
we just care about the way you spend it, wisely or lavishly.
who cares what vehicle you're using?
we just want to see if you took the effort to make sure we feel comfortable on it.
who cares what fashion label you're wearing?
heck, we're more attracted to men wearing simple clean white jubah, or baju melayu with sampin and songkok. or for me, just wearing plain checkered sarung with tshirt. hahaha.
who cares about the way you look?
as long as you can give us much attention, and be there when we need you the most. and be funny,too.
who cares. who cares.
so do not despair, oh men. do not feel like you're unworthy just because you don't have what she have. you just need some charm, and a lot of willpower. a woman's heart is like a flower. sturdy enough to withstand raindrops, but blooms lustrously in the presence of warm sun shining upon it. yes, we need a man who can warmly shine us with their charisma and thoughtfulness.
don't prepare thousands of ringgit as maskahwin, or diamond rings, or fancy hantaran, if you're just gonna be in debt afterwards. yang penting, suami isteri dan anak cukup makan, boleh beli baju baru 2 kali setahun, lepas yuran sekolah, dan kereta selesa *okay kalau ada anak harus ada kereta. atleast a wira(contoh je), please. u don't want to burden or endanger you family's lives kan? it's just too dangerous to ride pillion. lain la kalau nak dating pusing taman waktu petang, bawak pun 20km/j. haha. yang itu tak apa* LOL
just be yourself. be honest with yourself first, then you'll find an honest woman that suits you and loves you for who you are, not what you own. renung-renungkan, dan selamat beramal~
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