how i miss the months of June and July

ya rabbi. i read my previous post where there's a lot of pics and i, became sad and kangen (rindu, longing). it has only been 2 weeks plus, but i've missed the place where i've been living with my 21 other 'brothers and sisters'. yes, aku anggap mereka keluarga. susah senang, kita dah lalui bersama,kan? oi indah sangatlah kenangan kita. pagi-pagi jam 4.30 *erm terbabas selalu je* bangun subuh, wajib kejutkan Ovin, sang imam yang setia. Novie pasti akan ikut terbangun sekali, light sleeper i guess. D pun setia jadi teman makmum. hee. Kemudian bangunkan yang lain. Kamar Beautiful dan Kamar Cantik. adui liat sangat nak bangun tapi bila Ren-chan dah bangun dengan rambut menggerbang dan buat aksi menghantu dia, memang terus hilang rasa lelah nak kejutkan satu-satu. Anak-anak cowok, alarm kuat gila satu rumah bergegar tapi memang penat betul sampai tak dapat bangun. Dewiz okeylah..dia selalu jadi makmum lelaki. bagus2.

pukul 7 pagi...ramai dah bangun, beratur nak basuh baju tepi kolam ikan dan cop baldi untuk rendam. waktu ni paling best untuk mandi dan basuh baju, walaupun tahap kesejukan air dan sekeliling cam harem. biasalah, atas gunung kan. kenapa best? sebab tak ramai yang sanggup dan air masih banyak. mandi dan basuh lah dengan penuh tawakal. biarlah tangan beku sambil mulut keluar asap. janji settle. selalu je orang yang tak sanggup tu terpaksa tumpang mandi rumah warga desa sebab air mati. *padan muka lol* tak payah sebut nama lah..segan nyah! haha

waktu ni jugak kena cepat masak2 untuk sarapan. ye lah 22 perut serumah...kalau tak masak cepat ada juga yang terguling-guling atau masak mi segera untuk isi perut dulu. kat sini masak nasi special sikit..kena pakai pengukus.. selama ni tugas Anah masak nasi..sebab dia pandai..sampai kitorang panggil dia Ibu Nasi..so first time nak buat sendiri tu,cuba la masak nasi lemak konon nak buat hidangan Malaysia..alhasil nasi lemak lembik. sambal pun main hentam je sebab diorang tak biasa guna cili kering dan takde blender. tapi mereka sangat manis dan baik hati, mereka cakap sedap dan siap mintak resepi. hilang lagi rasa lelah. alhamdulillah :) mana tak sayang kat diorang? haishhh.

okeylah sambung nanti ye. tulis panjang2 pun korang bosan. dedaaa selamat menyambut ramadhan dengan penuh istiqamah~

somewhere only WE know. :)

*click on the images for better view. yes, do click!

I walked across an empty land

I knew the pathway like the back of my hand 

I felt the earth beneath my feet

 Sat by the river and it made me complete

Oh simple thing where have you gone? 

I'm getting old and I need something to rely on

 So tell me when you're gonna let me in

I'm getting tired and I need somewhere to begin

 I came across a fallen tree

I felt the branches of it looking at me

Is this the place we used to love?

Is this the place that I've been dreaming of?

Oh simple thing where have you gone?
I'm getting old and I need something to rely on
So tell me when you're gonna let me in
I'm getting tired and I need somewhere to begin

 This could be the end of everything

So why don't we go

Somewhere only we know?

Somewhere only we know

*a village in Garut, Indonesia.

so this is the place where i'm gonna stay from 25th June till 25th July 2011. its lovely, the people are lovely. and i met lovely friends, strangers at first, but it gets better day by day :) i'm glad i went for the survey that day. we had lots of fun and laughter, and hopefully, we'll have even more later. p/s: since i'm going away for a month, expect no new updates from me anytime soon. don't miss me too much! love, nina :)

saying goodbye is never easy

be it giving somebody away for marriage, loved one's passing away, or a friend searching for a better future somewhere far.

the thought of not being able to see them once again, makes the heart aches wildly, and it cringes every time you remember the memories and shared experiences that we had with them before. sometimes, we even avoid the places that can bring back those memories. something caught in your throat, tears held back before the eyes, heartbeats going erratic. 

what makes it worse is that you don't know what the future holds. will we ever meet again? will they do just fine over there? will they be just another distant memory that would slowly be erased by time? 

there's just too much goodbyes I've bid this past few years. crying won't solve anything. accepting needs time. i hope someday i can find the strength to move on. as spirited as i can be, i'm still frail deep inside.

p/s: going to be in "no-mood" mood this coming few days. i can't wait to go home soon. i miss my family so much. 

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its been ages, ey?

I'd only left the internet for few weeks, but it looks as if I'd missed a year's progression. haha.
and, I can see that i'd gained more followers, thank you :)

so..deactivated my Facebook account, only for a while, until i feel comfortable enough to go on it again.Trust me when I say that I don't have a specific reason for doing it. Don't worry, I actually felt liberated. In order to keep up with the rest of the world (since I don't own any TV nor do I go online that often), I tweet. Quite awesome, short and simple.

lets talk about hopes and dreams for year 2011.. my list goes like this:
1. be friendlier and more approachable. *gonna say hi to people and think of things to talk about*
2. less food more moving around *exercise is a strange word*
3. complete the Quran atleast twice per year. *just a sidenote: it's much more worthwhile if you also read the translation after every recitation, don't worry if you're a bit slow to finish it, its not how much you do it, its how sincere you are*
4. spend money more wisely *gonna follow ally's great tips and gonna be a millionaire soon! insyaAllah :D*
5. be diligent, work efficiently and effectively. give the best in assignments and duties.

#6 (extra from what i wrote in twitter): worry not of what people say and just go for my dreams. pendek kata, tebalkan muka, chin up, and be brave. Nina, i feel positive about this :)

i'm back! (sile bace noran & l.o.c.a.l.o.c.a)

slm.. ok, for u guys who didnt knew, i just finished my finals last monday, but i still wasn't ready to blog yet..so here i am today posting sumtg..hehe.. tgh2 cek2 my blog, tetbe came across new names kat chatbox.. noran & l.o.ca.l.o.c.a(wah sshnye nme.haha). before i elaborate further, let me say "WELCOME!!".. xsangke ade gak org other than my frens yg sudi bace my blog. thenkiu2.. n to both of u,(n future readers) echehh, i jz wished u guys left ur url so dat i can trace u back..o nvm, google sudeh..haha..

mau cerita psl hr2 yg lepas..

finals was ok.. not so nightmarish as i've thot..
but.......anatomy n histo tlalu ganas weh. smpi xtau nk jwb ape.hny mampu bce doa twkl je sebaik melangkah keluar dr xm..tp slh sndri gak since i read it at the 11th hour.mmg cr nahas. yg subjects len je tolerable. Alhamdulillah..hrp2 result bagus2 belaka la..

kemudian, we had a suprise bday party for the january girls yesterday. tp let me tell u abt the one on 10th january first. my fren, Diyana, turned 19 on 11th.. pny la ssh nk plan bday die since it fell on xm week..11 pm, all the girls tgu dpn blk die. Ketuk2 pintu konon tny psl xm, then tbe2 sme menjerit n sang happy birthday.. terkejut gle die time tuh..haha..tp yg best tuh, die dapat gitar as her bday present..best kan? die mmg NAK SANGAT gitar tuh. ble Miza(rumet die) hand over gitar tuh, pny la excited smpi die gi kejar miza ke pantry..aduh..br kasik gitar da gitu..haha. enough of that. semlm plak, ktorg sambut bday for all the jan girls. we made pasta, sandwich, n jelly.. teddy( kwn miza) brought donuts. niro n githa got the bday cake. mmg penuh la pantry tuh cram evry1 inside.. nseb bek sume dpt mkn.. lenkali kte msk lebeh ok? haha..

lastly, nk ckp rupe2nye da nk blk msia da pon. cuti pendek je, tp ckup la nk lepaskn rindu kt sme bnde malaysia. Malaysia..oh tanah airku...~ n mcm xsempat je nk shoppg(khas utk maliq), tp sy akan cr mse la..sbbnye tetbe kne buat assignment bio utk nekkan markah jd A.. huhu..nk dptkn A pny psl, sggpkn aje..

pics of the week:

nur adlina diyana 11 january 1990

the birthday pizza

the penyoraks

the birthday girl with her present

ashley, tjin & li-shan practicing for the bday performance.. :)

p.s: tetbe terse cam i've lost my "blogging" touch..boring sket r post ni