luluh hati

i hate the way u made me feel

i hate that my decisions always makes u somehow mad

yet u never confessed when i asked

i hate that sometimes u can be rational

yet sometimes u can be so self-absorbed

i hate it that u can be mad at me one night

yet act as if nothing happened the next day

i hate that everything must be done to suit u

yet u don't even bother to do the same to others

u might look like u care, but u don't really

and i hate myself for hating u. and just giving up.

i really really hate the way u made me feel

*jgn pernah take things for granted. i can be nice to u, but there's always limit, and u r slicing thru it*