worldwide disasters are creeping up on us one by one. the latest, tsunami in japan, from what i heard, is the biggest yet. yes, from what i heard. i don't have the courage to watch the videos and read the news articles. to not knowing, doesn't mean that i don't care. i'm just too afraid.
it is true then, that the End is coming. it is so near, i don't know what i should do. i don't know what would happen. i don't think there is enough prayers and good deeds in the world that i can do to promise me an entry pass to Paradise. i'm not afraid of death, i'm just afraid of the 'seksaan'.
i.feel.lost.
i can't wait to be in Heaven. yet i don't want to even enter Hell for a second. cukuplah membaca deskripsi neraka dalam alQuran untuk membuat aku berasa lemah. ya Allah, i'm sorry for every mistakes that i have done and words that i shouldn't be uttering. ya Allah, please have mercy on us. tolonglah tolonglah tolonglah ya Allah yang Maha Pengampun dan Maha Menerima Taubat.
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