how i miss the months of June and July

ya rabbi. i read my previous post where there's a lot of pics and i, became sad and kangen (rindu, longing). it has only been 2 weeks plus, but i've missed the place where i've been living with my 21 other 'brothers and sisters'. yes, aku anggap mereka keluarga. susah senang, kita dah lalui bersama,kan? oi indah sangatlah kenangan kita. pagi-pagi jam 4.30 *erm terbabas selalu je* bangun subuh, wajib kejutkan Ovin, sang imam yang setia. Novie pasti akan ikut terbangun sekali, light sleeper i guess. D pun setia jadi teman makmum. hee. Kemudian bangunkan yang lain. Kamar Beautiful dan Kamar Cantik. adui liat sangat nak bangun tapi bila Ren-chan dah bangun dengan rambut menggerbang dan buat aksi menghantu dia, memang terus hilang rasa lelah nak kejutkan satu-satu. Anak-anak cowok, alarm kuat gila satu rumah bergegar tapi memang penat betul sampai tak dapat bangun. Dewiz okeylah..dia selalu jadi makmum lelaki. bagus2.

pukul 7 pagi...ramai dah bangun, beratur nak basuh baju tepi kolam ikan dan cop baldi untuk rendam. waktu ni paling best untuk mandi dan basuh baju, walaupun tahap kesejukan air dan sekeliling cam harem. biasalah, atas gunung kan. kenapa best? sebab tak ramai yang sanggup dan air masih banyak. mandi dan basuh lah dengan penuh tawakal. biarlah tangan beku sambil mulut keluar asap. janji settle. selalu je orang yang tak sanggup tu terpaksa tumpang mandi rumah warga desa sebab air mati. *padan muka lol* tak payah sebut nama lah..segan nyah! haha

waktu ni jugak kena cepat masak2 untuk sarapan. ye lah 22 perut serumah...kalau tak masak cepat ada juga yang terguling-guling atau masak mi segera untuk isi perut dulu. kat sini masak nasi special sikit..kena pakai pengukus.. selama ni tugas Anah masak nasi..sebab dia pandai..sampai kitorang panggil dia Ibu Nasi..so first time nak buat sendiri tu,cuba la masak nasi lemak konon nak buat hidangan Malaysia..alhasil nasi lemak lembik. sambal pun main hentam je sebab diorang tak biasa guna cili kering dan takde blender. tapi mereka sangat manis dan baik hati, mereka cakap sedap dan siap mintak resepi. hilang lagi rasa lelah. alhamdulillah :) mana tak sayang kat diorang? haishhh.

okeylah sambung nanti ye. tulis panjang2 pun korang bosan. dedaaa selamat menyambut ramadhan dengan penuh istiqamah~

somewhere only WE know. :)

*click on the images for better view. yes, do click!

I walked across an empty land

I knew the pathway like the back of my hand 

I felt the earth beneath my feet

 Sat by the river and it made me complete

Oh simple thing where have you gone? 

I'm getting old and I need something to rely on

 So tell me when you're gonna let me in

I'm getting tired and I need somewhere to begin

 I came across a fallen tree

I felt the branches of it looking at me

Is this the place we used to love?

Is this the place that I've been dreaming of?

Oh simple thing where have you gone?
I'm getting old and I need something to rely on
So tell me when you're gonna let me in
I'm getting tired and I need somewhere to begin

 This could be the end of everything

So why don't we go

Somewhere only we know?

Somewhere only we know

*a village in Garut, Indonesia.

so this is the place where i'm gonna stay from 25th June till 25th July 2011. its lovely, the people are lovely. and i met lovely friends, strangers at first, but it gets better day by day :) i'm glad i went for the survey that day. we had lots of fun and laughter, and hopefully, we'll have even more later. p/s: since i'm going away for a month, expect no new updates from me anytime soon. don't miss me too much! love, nina :)

June-August updates.

Early June - finals exams and finishing lab. bye semester 6~

Mid June - family reunion in Port Dickson. hope that i can make it. its going to be a great weekend!

Late June - KKN(kerja kuliah nyata) or field work in Garut. for a month. with 21 (+ 2 house resident) other people. in a house with 2 rooms and 2 toilets. oh no! i'm so getting equipped with sleeping bag,camping bag and lots of wet wipes. huhu. its gonna be adventure tho, and the place is beautifully picturesque. i'm up for it!

Late July - end of KKN, moving closer to main campus, and waiting news if minor thesis titles are accepted and if we can go home for the 2 week holidays

Early August - start of new semester (7th), (it was supposed to be in september dammit!) and, atleast a new home! weee :) plus the preparation programme for clinicals. can't wait to have patients. hopefully we (my classmates and me) can all finish our requirements and minor thesis early and graduate at the same time. amin! pray for us! and also, Ramadhan, or the fasting month for muslims. It also seems like i have to celebrate my 1st of Syawal or Hari Raya Aidilfitri in Indonesia... for the first time. i'm so not going to listen to those nostalgic songs. lol. deleting it soon. haha.

delayed reaction

more than a month have gone. lately i've been thinking again. i'd like to think it as rindu. or longing. haha. i don't know why. maybe i'm just feeling lonely. (another issue is that i'm going thru my finals exam..so yeah this is one of the normal symptoms) but then you see, i stopped stalking, i stopped saying hi how are you. maybe it's because it ended abruptly. the momentum was there, yet it was stopped too suddenly. now i'm having inertia. cause there is still some force holding me back and not letting me go just yet. lol. nerd-emo language. anyways, i just don't have the confidence to do it all again. now i'm just too busy with my studies.

next update will be on current events in my life. later!

not worthy

sometimes there is no worth in arguing with people who are stubborn, hot-headed, and arrogant. even though the words they utter are simply illogical, even though we talk to them in a nice tone, with good answers and arguments. let them be in their own world. we have no responsibility nor commitment towards helping them, since they don't want to be helped. 'cause to them, they are on the right team. pfft. thank God i'm not the only one facing this situation, and i have lots of friends who's there to comfort and cool me down! well, it can't be helped, i have a short temper too :p

a blogger and a new (last!) block in 6th semester

today, on the way to my campus today for a cancelled class *huhh*, i saw a banner about some book fair going on. there's also going to be a movie review and music carnival as well from 2nd - 5th of May '11. another feature that excites me is there's going to be a seminar from my favourite blogger-turned-author/comedian, Raditya Dika, on 4th of May. he's an Indonesian who writes about his day-to-day mis-adventures and quirky incidences. i haven't being following him for a long time, but I've read most of his books. really loved the way he writes, very descriptive and alive. i could replay all the scenes in my head vividly, as i read his books, chapter by chapter. so yeah, i'm excited to see him, if i'm given the chance.

next week there's one final exam, and also the start of a new block on public health. yukk. i don't like the subject. very boring and its about ethics. i'm an ethical person, mind you, but these are things that we've already learned throughout life. and another thing that made me wince was that during the first lecture, the doctor told us to make a choice: between doing masters degree on what you love, or, something that ensures you of having a lot of patients. i know she's only thinking about our future, but i don't want to make money for things that i'm not passionate about. that's against my principles. you don't want to end up being old and unhappy with what you're doing every day. and god forbids, feeling regretful. and hey, i thought we were learning about ethics. is it ethical to be money-minded instead of being true to yourself? think think.

100 is the number

yeay! i've finally reached 100 followers on 2nd May '11. i know its not a big feat, if compared to other bloggers, especially when you have a fashion blog. the point is, i don't and i'm just writing about what i feel and what I've encountered through out my days, not expecting anything in return. i can't believe this. i'm sincerely and truly grateful for you guys who clicked the "Follow" button on my page. i don't really know your reasons for following me, but i hope my posts in this blog helped you guys in your life, one way or another. terima kasih kawan-kawan kerana mempercayai saya :)

i do really hope i'm making a difference in your life, my fellow bloggers. till we meet again!

my big 100 <3