In the name of Allah, the Beneficient, the Merciful

Oh Allah, I need Your guidance.

"He whom Allah guides, no one can misguides him,
and whoever Allah misguides, no one can guide him"

Warning: This is a "curhat" session. So please, don't expect anything knowledgable in return.

topic #1: lately, i've been haunted by this one thing: Purpose.
What is the purpose of life?
What is my purpose for becoming a dentistry student?
What is my life purpose?
Why should there be a purpose?

according to www.answers.com, purpose can be defined as "the object toward which one strives or for which something exists; an aim or a goal". Still, i don't quite get it.

i should not just ask, i should try answering it, right?

topic #2: okay. we obviously hear this quote too much;"a friend in need is a friend indeed". Well, yours truly, have been living her life following those simple quote. This is because, yours truly, is so innocent and charmingly sweet, she thought, if you do something to others, you will get the same treatment in return. Wrong! A friend, is not only there to be your 'shoulder to cry on'. But, he/she is also there to share your happiness too. Don't go crying or complaining, or looking for pity to someone, if you'll just end up ditching them whenever you feel like it. No, thank you, please.

topic #3: i've just finished watching grey's anatomy finale season. The ending was superb. Yet, i didn't quite enjoy it. I loathe it actually. But, it made me think. Here's what Meredith said during those last few scenes..

"Make a plan, Set a goal, Work toward it, But every now and then, Look around, Drink it in, Cause this is it.. It might all be gone tomorrow.."

I definitely have many things to do before it all comes to an end. And when i'm very far away from my comfort zone in SJ, i realized, that i should absorb every moment, every memory there is, do something and be someone. And most importantly, do my best and strive for excellence, cause there is no one that can determine our fate except Allah SWT and ourselves. Not forgetting, seize the chance when there is one. Don't delay or think too much. Regret is never an easy thing to swallow,yes? huhu.

crapping session ends now. thank you for your time. salaam.